I last went through this in August, 2009. Anyone who remembers then knows I had a nervous breakdown. The only thing that pulled me out of it was a trip to see my brother-in-law and a realization that life is too short for the BS.
Now, I'm in a bigger position with more responsibility. I am once again on a downward spiral of constant melancholy. I need to find a way to re-center my thoughts and priorities while not letting the corporate crap bother me to the point of effecting my life. I need to do some kind of time management with flowcharts so I can do my job well (Which I already do) and not have my home life be effected. I guess I need more structure for myself so I don't drive myself in a panic.
The corporate BS is everywhere but I'm trying to say forget it all and let my hard work do my talking for me.
Until I reach that point, I hope my family and friends understand that it's not them making me this way and can find a way to forgive me for my mood change. I'm going to get better. It's just a question of how to do it.
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